Books I want:

1. Feminist Care Tradition in Animal Ehtics by Carol Adams
2. Beyond Animal Rights: A Feminist Caring Ethic by Carol Adams 
3. Sexual Politics of Meat by Carol Adams
4. Speciesism by Joan Dunayer 
5. The Dreaded Comparison: Human and Animal Slavery by Marjorie Spiegel 
6. Living Among Meat Eaters by Carol Adams
7. Eternal Treblinka: Our Treatment of Animals and the Holocaust by Charles Patterson

I want to leave my body behind,
Laying there limp and passive.
I'm real, I'm fucking real.
My efforts are all half-hearted again and I don't want this. Not how I imagined my life to be;
I hate myself but I hate you more.
Disappear where it's hard to disappear, a row of metal doors.
It's all unreal and fucking meaningless.