i hate myself but i hate you more

Day 4: Describe your best childhood friend and your relationship with this person.
This is a really weird one for me because I always think of one person when I think of who my best friend was but then I have to ask myself if I would consider it my "childhood" best friend? In elementary school I had a best friend who constantly made fun of me and we were always competing with each other. I think that relationship was stupid and I ended up getting into a fist fight with her at some point. In jr. high I completely stopped talking to her and transitioned into a different group of girls that ended up all hating each other and one of those girls and I became very close and stayed close until I was around 18ish.